LIFE is LIFING

Heyaa folks!

It is me again, at this point I guess we might be in some kind of an exclusive relationship of sorts. I kind of want to talk and this has somehow come up to be a soothing medium. There is no agenda today, it is just me ranting in front of you. However, I am kind of trying not to make for a juicy content that sells. Man, I have kind of changed in the past few months, I guess. The reactive me which existed is very much subsiding and I bet you would have loved the spices.

Also, makes me realise how much harm we do to ourselves when we go on to crib and nag about stuff which ain’t working the way we supposedly want it to. I felt solace letting all the angst out, be radically negative and lash out and have my way blaming every thing and everyone but myself. NOT ANYMORE!!

Trust me, once you start hearing your own thoughts, you start being a 3rd party to your own self you would understand where I am coming from, the cribbing will never get you any far, no matter how much your mind tries convincing you that you are the victim here, you have been played and it’s okay to let all that out every now and then as you feel like without any sort of accountability. That shit won’t get you far, trust me on that. When you hoard all this toxicity inside of you, you start crumbling on the very inside which ideally should have been your safe space.

We convince ourselves thinking that we are right to be rude/arrogant/snooty/vicious person for people and situations did us wrong but the highest grade of disservice is done to us by ourselves and no one else because we become a living embodiment of all that malice we have been put through.

I can get very serious at times, pardon me. I just wish I knew it sooner. I love you guys, Mwaaah 🙂